Pseudo relationship

At this point in life I already have a lot of children. Hahahaha. You know what I act as if I was their mother. Each of them has different fathers. Their fathers are my crushes. My children(sort of), call me mother, madur, muds etc.  I got used to this being called one-MOTHER. Hahahaha. When they all me by my name, I told them not to except when we are in public and there are a lot of strangers. Hahaha. My children also have their wowa and wowo. (di ba complete family!) hahahaha. They also have their ninangs! What's cute is that they are really calling their ninangs "ninang" hahaha. And i call them "mare". Yes, that's how cute my family is. The thing that is missing is their daddy. Hahaha. Good thing,someone came in to our lives and became their daddy. Hahaha. Of course it's only a joke. (At first) I never imagined myself to be falling for this person. As in ha! :) Omg!! hahaha. I really believe that love happens when you least expect it.grrrrrrrr. Their daddy and I have a monthsary. We sort of celebrated it. Hahaha. I admit that I have really fallen for this guy. How can I fall if he did not gave me reasons. he's really a good guy after all. Many people know that. My fault is that I assumed and expected that something good will happen :) But then...... He already like someone. Someone who is really my opposite. Opposites-> PHYSICAllY AND EMOTIONALLY. Hahaha. This girl unfortunately, became my daughter in the past. But something happened. The thing that I don't like with this pseudo relationship is that omg!!!!! hahaha. he knows that I like him but he's still calling me "baby". Oh i forgot about this thing. Hahaha. i'm really trying my best not to get affected. :) hahahaha. Things will fall on their right places IN TIME :)